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  “Ducky,” I say.

  “What?”

  “Shift up.”

  “Huh?”

  “Shift gears.”

  Ducky looks down at the lever. He clutches it, but then he gets the joke.

  “Up yours, asshole. You know it’s automatic.”

  Suddenly the car lurches and everything’s hushed. It’s like we’re all swallowed by a big, soft animal. My eardrums reverberate. I vaguely recall someone mentioning the place we were going when we got in the car, but no one remembers that now. Actually, maybe we never had any idea in the first place. We’ve been cruising around the city and the neighbouring villages for hours, and no matter which way we go, we always end up on Youth Street with its ten-storey projects and blinking yellow traffic lights. There’s a shitload of roundabouts here. You get dizzy as fuck.

  Niki lifts her head from my lap and asks Ducky if he maybe could drive like a normal person. As she pushes back her long brown hair, the dashboard’s bluish-green light illuminates her face. Her lips are wet and shiny. She swallows. She sucked off Ducky and Buoy in the parking lot behind the McDrive while we were waiting for Zoli-boy. I mean, I didn’t actually see it because I was in the bathroom, but it’s pretty likely, ’cause when I got back in the car and looked at her, she just said, hold on a minute because my throat hurts, which made Ducky and Buoy crack up. Niki and four dudes, and all of them are latched onto her. Like I’d ever manage to drive around with four chicks who all wanna get with me!

  “Did it smudge?” she asks.

  “What?”

  “My lipstick.”

  “No.”

  It’s probably blowjob-proof, I think to myself, but I keep my mouth shut, ’cause the guys are gonna make fun of her bigtime anyway.

  “Sweet,” Niki says with a smile, then continues at a bitchy volume. “Gimme that joint!”

  “What? Ain’t you done enough sucking for one day?” Ducky asks.

  “You’re such a dick!” Niki says, but she’s just being extra. She’s got a crush on Ducky and always sucks him off first. And her little sister too. I mean Niki’s little sister. I mean her little sister sucks off Ducky. Zoli-boy hasn’t dropped any nasty comments yet. He wants his turn with her too. I pass the joint to Niki. She takes a long hit, it flares up, and then a slick blue snake slithers out of her mouth.

  “What you put in this?” Niki asks.

  Now that she brings it up, it really did taste weird.

  “Chocolate straight outta Tibet,” Buoy says.

  “Milka?” Niki asks.

  “Milka is Swiss,” Zoli-boy pipes.

  “It’s just like weed, except it’s hash,” Buoy explains.

  “All the Dalai Lamas use it to chill,” Zoli-boy adds.

  “Uh-huh, got it,” Niki says, taking another hit, then passes it to me.

  She leans forward, trying to tilt Ducky’s head into her own. She wants to blow the smoke into his mouth. She probably saw it in some Johnny Depp movie. Or no, wait, it was a James Franco movie. Ducky’s not down with it. He stares ahead stubbornly. Niki sulks. She looks at Zoli-boy and smiles. Zoli-boy’s had a boner for like an hour. He might jizz himself just from Niki staring at him. The whole time we’ve been in the car, he’s been leering at her to see when it’ll be his turn, but somehow he always misses out. Niki positions herself so that if Ducky glances into the rear-view mirror, he’ll see her. Then she slides her hand into Zoli-boy’s pants and gives him a slobbery kiss. Ducky runs the car onto the shoulder, Niki’s hand slips, and Zoli-boy yelps.

  “Sorry,” Niki says apologetically.

  Zoli-boy tries to muster a smile, but it comes out an awkward, weary grimace. Niki peeks at the rear-view mirror and her eyes meet Ducky’s in the mirror. Niki turns towards Zoli-boy with a smile, then plunges down onto his cock. Zoli-boy’s eyes roll back. He’s probably thinking about his mom so he can hold out longer. Zoli-boy’s got the ugliest mom on Earth. Her face is scarier than Freddy Krueger’s. I always think of Zoli-boy’s mom when I wanna keep from coming. Ducky takes his foot off the accelerator and pushes down on the brake, which makes the automatic engine shift down and screech. As we thrust into the next curve, I get pushed up against Niki’s ass and she deep-throats Zoli-boy. She croaks something, but there’s no way to understand what she’s saying. She wants me to get off her.

  “Don’t talk with your mouth full!” Ducky calls, and just then, we come sailing out of the curve. I feel like we survived something again. Buoy’s grumbling, or maybe belching, ’cause the speed’s working his nerves. Zoli-boy whimpers while Ducky messes with the rear-view mirror to see Niki better. The headlights suddenly shine on something in the middle of the road, but even if he’d noticed in time, there’s no way Ducky could’ve swerved. There’s a hard, dull thud and the car goes flying. Zoli-boy howls—his dick still in Niki’s mouth—and I drop the joint between my legs. I try to brush the burning ashes onto the floor. Ducky slams down hard on the brakes, I go splat against the front seat, Buoy head-butts the dash, and Niki tumbles onto the floor. Zoli-boy is still howling like a jackal. Either he came or Niki bit off his dick.

  “Holy motherfucking shit!” Ducky roars.

  “Back up!” Buoy says, patting his forehead.

  “My old man’s gonna slit my throat if I fucked his car up. Shit.”

  Niki clambers up from the floor. She blinks anxiously, like a deer caught in headlights. Her hair’s a mess and her lipstick’s smudged.

  “Are you out of your mind, Ducky?!” she says, sounding more scared than angry.

  “Shut the fuck up!”

  Niki frowns, sulking, and keeps on grumbling, but I can only make out the words asshole and scumbag. Zoli-boy whimpers quietly. The car’s slid into a ditch, its nose facing some big-ass farm. The engine’s stopped. Smoke and fog swirl in front of the Matrix LED headlights. Ducky’s still stomping the brakes. I turn around. The red glow of the brake lights outlines a dark mound and the double skid marks. The only sound is the crackle of the cooling engine. Otherwise, you could hear a pin drop. I get out. The air is chilly even though it wasn’t cold when we left. I feel dizzy. I lean on the car for a second, and then I walk over to the body lying in the middle of the road. I crouch down. The guy’s on his stomach, wearing a thick wool coat, and I’m trying to figure out why anyone would wear this thing in such weather. I don’t really do much for a while, I just stare, but then as I turn him onto his side, he starts to moan. He’s stubbly and sixtyish. Or fortyish. He stinks of booze. He’s got a deep gash on his forehead and his face is covered in blood. There’s a black hole where his nose used to be, gushing blood at an angle so that it trickles right into his mouth. His eyelids tremble as he tries to open them, but all the blood pastes his eyelashes together. A bubble of spit forms on his lips and pops. He’s still breathing. I’ve never seen a corpse before, and what’s scaring me isn’t that soon I probably will, but that all this, with the blood and the red shine of the brake lights, seems kinda pretty in a way. I hear shuffling behind me. Ducky clambers out of the car and slams the door. He walks over to the front of the car, crouches down, and scowls as he examines the bumper and pats the radiator grille. His face is pale. The headlights cast radiance on his curly hair, as if he had a halo. He stands but doesn’t move. The headlights have blinded him. He rubs his eyes, then heads towards me, squinting.

  “Let’s get the hell outta here.”

  “We should call for help.”

  “What for? The car’s all right.”

  “Not for the car, you dumbass.”

  “Why the fuck would you wanna call for help?”

  “He’s still breathing,” I say.

  “I don’t give a shit.”

  “Let’s call an ambulance,” I say.

  “Shit, man, did you really bash your head that hard?” Ducky gurgles.

  “No.”

  “Then why the fuck would you wanna call an ambulance for a wild boar, huh?”

  “That’s no boar.”

  “What is it then?”

  “It’s an old man.”

  “Like fuck it is.”

  “I’m telling you.”

  “Shit, man, it was a wild boar,” Ducky insists. “Most def.”

  “No fucking way,” I say.

  Ducky steps closer, looks at grampa, and prods him with his foot, prompting him to wheeze. Ducky recoils and starts screaming. I never thought he could make such a high-pitched sound.

  “Why in fucking hell does this piece of shit fuckface have to go lying down in the middle of the road? Stupid cocksucking faggot dickwad bastard faggot.”

  “Let’s just call an ambulance already,” I say.

  “Is your fucking record broken, man?” Ducky bellows. “Chill the fuck out!”

  “Call an ambulance.”

  “Why don’t you call one?” Ducky says, waving his phone around.

  “My phone’s in the car.”

  Ducky stares at me. He understands he has no other choice.

  “Fine, goddamnit, I’ll call your piece of shit ambulance,” Ducky grumbles, and I just stand there, staring at him. “Drag him off the road in the meantime,” he adds after a beat, and pokes grampa’s crushed head with the tip of his shoe.

  “I can’t do it alone. He’s too heavy,” I say, and suddenly I feel exhausted. It’s quiet as fuck out here in the middle of nowhere. No grunt from any wild boar. There’s nothing. Not even a fucking owl hooting.

  Ducky walks back to the car and gets in, and I’m thinking, what if all this isn’t really happening to us? That we’re actually someplace else right now? But I try to convince myself there’s no point, ’cause I damn well know that we’re not getting off that easy. A couple of seconds later Buoy and Zoli-boy get out of the car. Zoli-boy grabs his crotch and Buoy massages his forehead. They come over. Gravel crunches under their feet. They stop next to me.

  “What’s this?” Zoli-boy asks, suspecting something’s not right, but by the time I can answer, Buoy starts explaining.

  “My brother does a lot of hunting,” he says. “He told me that during mating season, older boars sometimes lose it and go charging at cars.”

  “What’s this?” asks Zoli-boy again, staring rigidly at the old guy.

  Buoy gets a little pissed that Zoli-boy interrupted his story, but then he gets that something’s off, and takes a closer look at the dark, bulging mound on the pavement.

  “Didn’t we hit a boar?” he says, rubbing his forehead.

  “No,” I say, and swallow hard.

  “It’s a grampa?” Zoli-boy asks.

  “Yeah,” I say.

  “What the fuck’s he doing in the middle of the road at this hour?” he says, starting to get panicky.

  “Don’t ask stupid fucking questions,” Buoy snaps, starting to get aggro too, even though he’s way better at handling stress than Zoli-boy.

  “Get off my back,” Zoli-boy growls.

  “Let’s pull him off the road,” I interrupt.

  “What do you want to do?” Zoli-boy asks, alarmed.

  “Buoy, grab his legs. Zoli, let’s take his arms.”

  Zoli-boy stands there looking scared as shit. He stares at the old man. I wait a bit, then try to jolt him back to his senses.

  “Zoli, grab his hand, okay?”

  “Huh?”

  He’s totally spaced out.

  “His hand.”

  “What about his hand?”

  “Grab it.”

  “Why?”

  “We’ll pull him off the road.” Zoli-boy stares at me blankly. “He can’t crawl away on his own,” I say, but he still doesn’t get it. An immense calm fills me. I am The Zen Master. “If we don’t move him, he’s gonna end up a pancake,” I explain.

  “He’s gonna die?” Zoli-boy asks.

  “If we leave him on the road he will for sure,” I say.

  “Okay, okay, I got it now,” Zoli-boy splutters.

  “We lift him on three,” I say.

  “Why do I have to hold his legs?” asks Buoy.

  “Aw, come on, Buoy, don’t do this.”

  “What if he’s got athlete’s foot?”

  “For fuck’s sake, man, just grab his legs.”

  “No.”

  “Buoy!”

  “You grab them, if you’re so into it!” Buoy steps back and pockets his hands, sour.

  I switch places. I grab the old man’s legs and Zoli-boy holds his two hands. As we lift him, the guy moans and Zoli-boy freaks out and lets go. Grampa slams face-first into the concrete. Something goes crack, his cheekbones I guess, ’cause his nose is gone already, and his throat rattles.

  “Fucking hell, Zoli, quit being a dumbass!”

  “Sorry, I thought…”

  “Don’t think,” I say. “Just grab his legs.”

  Buoy is doubled-over laughing. He takes his phone out.

  “Say cheese!” he calls, and we look up at him. The camera flashes.

  “Are you out of your fucking mind?!” I yell, and let go of the old man’s legs, going straight for the phone in Buoy’s hand.

  “Hey, chill dude!” Buoy says, seeing that I’m dead serious about taking his phone. He lifts it above his head and steps back.

  “Give it to me,” I say.

  “No,” he says.

  “Give it to me!”

  “No.”

  “Then delete the picture.”

  Buoy thinks about it, then starts tapping the screen hella salty.

  “Fine, asshole, I deleted it.”

  “Show me.”

  “I can’t fucking believe this.”

  “Show me,” I say again, but then, as Buoy extends the phone towards me, I snatch it from his hand and start running toward the fields. As I move further away from the road and the car, it gets darker. I trip on the field’s ridges and furrows. Buoy’s behind me, but I know he can’t catch me. After about thirty metres, I stop with my back to the road. I hide the glow of the phone screen under my jacket, so Buoy won’t see me, and start looking through his folders.

  “Shit, man, I won’t hurt you, just gimme my phone back,” Buoy shouts. “I swear I’ll delete it.”

  I’m scrolling through Buoy’s phone but it’s hopeless. I can’t find that fucking picture for the life of me. All I flip through is a whole collection of naked chicks the asshole secretly took in the girls’ locker room, so I just go ahead and delete the whole folder. The bastard deserves it anyway.

  When I finish, I look up, but I can’t see a thing. I’m seeing spots from the fucking phone screen. After I’m finally able to roughly pinpoint where the road is, based on sound, I head back.

  Zoli-boy hasn’t moved from the grampa’s side. But Buoy’s still wandering around in the field, so Zoli-boy and I lug the old man into the ditch. Zoli-boy’s eyes are big and round as he yanks at the guy’s arm, and I keep thinking that Buoy wasn’t so full of shit about that athlete’s foot after all ’cause the stench that’s rising from the old man’s boots is something fierce. Ducky gets out of the car and heads towards us.

  “What’s the number of the ambulance?” he asks when he gets back.

  “Nine-one-one,” Zoli-boy blurts.

  “You’re a dumbass, Zoli-boy. It’s seventeen sixty-nine,” Buoy shouts from behind.

  That means he’s within earshot. Better watch our backs. Ducky quickly taps in the number and holds the phone to his ear. He’s quiet for a while, then he takes the phone away from his ear and stares at the screen.

  “It’s a phone-sex hotline, you dick!” he shouts toward Buoy.

  “One-oh-seven,” I say. That’s the cops’ number and I mean it as a joke, because I seriously doubt someone could be that dense, but Ducky’s already tapping in the number, then turns around without a word and starts back towards the car. In the meantime, he’s mumbling something into the phone, but I can’t hear it. As he opens the door, the interior lights go on. Niki’s fixing her make-up in the rear-view mirror. Ducky gets in. Meanwhile, Buoy finds his way back to the road and demands his phone. I hand it to him. He’s happy to see that there’s not a scratch on it. He’s gonna be pleased as fuck though when he notices that I deleted all his voyeur shots.

  Ducky gets out of the car again and starts towards us.

  “They’re coming,” he says.

  “He’s still breathing,” Zoli-boy confirms, white as a sheet.

  “I know, you idiot,” Ducky says. “Why’d ya think I called an ambulance? Now let’s get the fuck out of here.”

  “Did you delete the pictures?” Buoy asks. He can’t believe his eyes.

  A wise man is a silent man.

  “Shouldn’t we wait till they get here?” Zoli-boy asks.

  “No,” Ducky blurts out.

  “I think we should wait for them too,” I say.

  “Shit, man, you deleted all the pictures.” Buoy messes with his phone, more livid every second.

  I pretend not to hear him.

  “And what do you wanna do till then? Tell him a bedtime story?” Ducky asks.

  “I dunno,” I say. “We could bandage up his face.”

  “I’m gonna kill you, you fucking faggot,” Buoy strides towards me, breathing heavy. “You deleted my pictures, you piece of shit,” he adds. When he gets in this mood, it’s better not to obstruct him from moving freely, so I start to back away.

  Ducky turns to him.

  “Chill out, dude, can’t you recover it from the trash folder?”

  Buoy stops. He thinks for a moment. Then, he flashes me a wide grin.

  I’m gonna kill him if he posts the picture.